…the last month was really brutal in a positiv and a negative way .. time goes by extreamly fast…now one week after celebrating my 23th birthday my mind, my thoughts and my life at all seems to be better than i aspect to be!

I´m glad to recognize that i feel myself free and in a special way happy about my new situation. After getting my „special birthday present“ i reached a point where i was ready and prepared to draw a line under that topic. When so called friends cheat on you in a way you cant accept, it´s so easy to ban those wrong ppl cuz in no way its positiv to have any relationship to those people. Right now i´m still angry and i feel pain when i thought about the 14th june, it was like a kick in the stomach. My legs was shaking so extremly, it was kind of a bad joke.. i hate egoism and i cant understand such behaviour. But nevertheless the day of justice will come, hopefully soon.

Another topic.. the last two or three weekends were just incredible cuz i recognize who are real friends and who not. Friends i can trust and where i never ever aspect such a foolish and kiddy behaviour.. to detect the black sheeps is at the one hand pretty painful but also its such a great thing cuz wtf nobody needs such kiddies. Life is to short as spend any further day with those ppl. Right now i feel myself  free and enjoy my new life!

Two weeks ago i met a really really really beautiful girl, which was such an „ego-booost“ for me, also i was kind of shocked in a positiv way for sure Unfortunately she´s in a relationship but i still got hope. There´s always hope

@these point i wanna thank my friends for support me! Especially in the last month…!!!

Insider: Dream „own shishabar“ is born :)

Poker BR: 160$  / i play since 4 days only 2,20$ SNG´s MTT´s (180 Player) on Stars / Profit: 60$ so far
Next time i will link a graph. On my new TFT i have the possibility to multitabling.

This is my first try to write my blogpost in a foreign language, hopefully i made not many mistakes @ all and the message is clearly! Maybe it is a little bit rude against my „black sheeps“ but imo there´s no reason to mute myself about these topic.  Everybody shoulda know that and when i´ll opened just a few eyes with the truth, i will be happy because nobody awards something like that.

Thx for possible feedback and thanks for reading my little but hopefully interesting blog,

with friendly regards, Thomas aka pr0f4ne

P.S „Bust a move! .. You bust a move!!!… I can die now „